Growing Up

At the age of 23, what do i understand about growing up?

Been came across with different different people in my life. Some do inspire me a lot.

Some people make me wonder, some hurt and some leave impacts.

By observing these people helps me thinking actually. I love watching people doing stuff. Erm... sounds kinda bossy. But nah, i am not bossy. It's just that i always observe and learn from them. It feeds my soul and thought when things people do or the way people response or acts teach me something.

I always admire those strong people who are well organized and can always handle their emotion well. I really inspired by people who know what they need and turn every of their moment into something extraordinary, something lively and meaningful. That's the beauty of the wise's life which i think should happen to people who are grown up and mature enough.

For me, i wonder when i can reach that level where i know myself well enough and get everything under control. Growing up ain't easy. Indeed, it's a choice of each individual. Each one of us should be responsible to our life journey and we decide when we gonna grow up.

Growing up is a continuous process, just like riding bicycle up the hill. You got to keep on paddling or else it stop or fall. And it requires strength and motivation to continue. You got to preserver. It's either moving forward or sliding backward. When the slope is steeper, you need to paddle harder. Just like when you aim for better, you strive harder. 

At my age, maturity in mind is something that matter. I cannot just forsake or simply give up, responsibility should be in my senses now. Be responsible to myself and people around. I cannot just fool around everyday. Instead, each day starts with planning and self-motivation.This is when self-esteem comes into the way, I can be where I want to be. I state my own value. 

Learn to care for others is another thing to practice. When we able to think for others and think from different perspective, there is a level of maturity. Being willing to do more is one of the process of growing. Besides growing in maturity, growing in faith is also necessary. 

Not only being able to do or plan, but being able to believe and love. That's more important i think cause it is what that keep us going.

And through all these journey, there are many people to thank to which inspire me to grow, make me wanting to grow. These people are beautiful. ♥